The great things I learnt in a short class

Last week,i attented a bible class and that 1hour plus class is the best class that i have attented.The class is short but i have learnt a lot of things.I have been in TARC for 2 and the half years but i did not learnt anything,it's all empty.I felt i have wasted this 2years doing nothing.I don't lead a happy college life like some other students.I am currently in 2nd year,2nd sem diploma.I almost need to repeat my first year because i got very poor results.So at the last semester of my first year i work very hard,i study 8 hours on almost everyday.I felt very tired and stress.It was quite suffering.But after all that I have done,I got quite good results and it increase my CGPA a lot.I am very happy at the moment i got my result,the feeling is so nice,i don't know use what to compare but it was the moment i feel free and and full of strength.
Because of the result I can go to second year.After i proceed to 2nd year I begin to be lazy again like when I am in first year.I don't go to class,sleep very late at night,go cc everyday.I have wasted a lot of time and money.So I fail alomst all subjects in last semester.I only pass 1 subjects out of 7.I am very angry the moment i saw my result but i can't do anything because I make myself to get those sucker result.I deserves the punishment.So last week class taught me about effort and commitment.God help those who put in efforts in what they do.We will deserves what we got,we must not give up so easily in what we do and never stop trying.Be it hundred times,thousand times or million.We will only stop the moment we sucessfully got it right that we learnt from all the failure that we have made.I hope I can change myself better in this semester.